22

Today is my 22nd birthday. I'm excited about it being my birthday, not so much about turning 22, but I am happy that I'm getting married.
I used to struggle against this part of me that feared being an old maid. I guess, if you want to get married, it's a reasonable thing to struggle against. The older you get, the more men have already gotten married. I think the only thing it can be remedied by for me is to think, "Hey! God is in charge and nothing can happen that won't be for your greatest happiness."